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So here is my To Do List at work today and after. Oh I'm so busy today.

1) Debug Managment SQL DB.

2) Program Switches

3) Reasearch Spec's for Areana Season

-- Warlock Spec

-- Death Knight Spec

4) Order new Hard Drive for personal PC

5) Check to make sure Dexter Season 4 finished Downloading

6) Program Switches

7) 3:30pm - Leave work

8) 4:00pm - Electrolysis

 

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Wed, 04 Apr 2012 15:09:00 -0700 Final fantasy XIII-2 http://tibricel.posterous.com/final-fantasy-xiii-2 http://tibricel.posterous.com/final-fantasy-xiii-2

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Wow the endings to Final Fantasy XIII-2. Just Fucking wow. Just so none of my friends play through this game and get mad let me tell you the ending. Serah dies, tehn everyone in the world dies to. But don feel bad they lead you on until the last moment to let you think everything is going to work out OK for everyone. then they FUCK YOU. THEY FUCK YOU HARD, With NO LUBE I MEAN THIS IS LIKE BIG OLD COCK POUNDING YOUR ASS, Just FUCKING TEARING YOU UP FUCKING> GOD DAMN WHAT A FUCKING.

50+ Hours for that, really really? There couldn't be just one FUCK serious Happy Ending that made since. Granted that there kill your self to get 100% amounted to little more than shit in the toilet.

I Just so fucking pissed, not only do I feel like shit this has made me sad. I don't play FUCKING Games like this to be sad. Hell its like watching "Air" or "Sikino" again. Oh you think everything's ok? Someone kill that little girl. -END- Yeah what a great story's there. 

Please God someone tell me if I missed something?

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Wed, 04 Apr 2012 08:12:03 -0700 Ouch http://tibricel.posterous.com/ouch http://tibricel.posterous.com/ouch Headed home to take vicadin and maybe cry a little.

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Wed, 11 Jan 2012 12:53:57 -0800 Needles http://tibricel.posterous.com/needles http://tibricel.posterous.com/needles Thay sucks really really bad. That is all.

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Thu, 29 Dec 2011 17:28:32 -0800 Whats for dinner. http://tibricel.posterous.com/whats-for-dinner http://tibricel.posterous.com/whats-for-dinner Normally when on a job I like to eat at restaurants that have decent food. In Selms, AL however that's a very hard thing to do. I'm thinking Zackdy's for dinner... Didn't really want chicken but I guess it's OK since I will be piping out on shrimp saturday into sunday. Still trying to watch my weight, I'm doing pretty good, I'm down to 219lbs as of Monday.

So holidays don't count as far as dieting goes. Any way drinking till I post things ill regret later. :P So whats everyone else doing for New Years?

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Wed, 21 Dec 2011 07:24:10 -0800 This Day in... http://tibricel.posterous.com/this-day-in http://tibricel.posterous.com/this-day-in 1937 – Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs, the world's first full-length animated feature, premieres at the Carthay Circle Theater.

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Fri, 16 Dec 2011 04:49:14 -0800 Stop SOPA http://tibricel.posterous.com/stop-sopa http://tibricel.posterous.com/stop-sopa I know many of you do not give a damn but for once in your life take a stand sitting down by calling your senator or writing your congress man. This is something that should not be allowed to live. This is something that is in all of out bets interests it take a stand in. What will it take for you to finally say no more. How much is to much.

More than 1 million people have signed a petition posted by the Avaaz.org advocacy group, and more than 700,000 people chose to like the AmericanCensorship.org anti-SOPA site.

Whether that translates into actual phone calls and letters to members of Congress, which are a tad bit more effective than expressing ire through social media, is still an open question. The American Library Association is urging calls to Congress to oppose SOPA; so is Matt Cutts, a geek icon and Google engineer. Engine Advocacy reports about 10,000 people used its Web site to contact politicians. Last month, in just one day, Tumblr users placed 87,000 calls.

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Tue, 06 Dec 2011 07:59:20 -0800 The day http://tibricel.posterous.com/the-day http://tibricel.posterous.com/the-day Its not raining but its very muggy out today. Guess its good its not raining.

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Mon, 05 Dec 2011 10:08:00 -0800 Loading... http://tibricel.posterous.com/loading http://tibricel.posterous.com/loading

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Wed, 30 Nov 2011 07:58:03 -0800 56 Die in not our problem. http://tibricel.posterous.com/56-die-in-not-our-problem http://tibricel.posterous.com/56-die-in-not-our-problem http://mobile.theonion.com/articles/54-iraqis-die-in-not-our-problem-anymore,...

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Fri, 25 Nov 2011 07:26:25 -0800 Still Alive http://tibricel.posterous.com/still-alive http://tibricel.posterous.com/still-alive Haven't been around a lot as of late. I'll post something with more substance later. Any way got to get some breakfast. Laters.

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Sat, 05 Nov 2011 17:07:00 -0700 Left Lane Ends, Merge Right. http://tibricel.posterous.com/left-lane-ends-merge-right http://tibricel.posterous.com/left-lane-ends-merge-right

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Im drunk so Ill get in on the 5th of november stuff.

Remember, remember the 5th of November... 
The life changing, depression, plot...

Yes Im trying to make lightly on the subject im about to talk to you about. I know that some of you known that I have had some medical issues and I have posted about some depressing things.

Hehe a few of you have even commented about how I seem a bit depressed or just complaining about life. I would have rather talked to you all one on one but life... what can you do. So sorry about doing something this big in a letter. One that I typed on my phone no less... I deleted the copy I had on my laptop. Well on with explaining...

For a long time I have been dealing with depression, anxiety issues. I the issues revolving around my self image. The feelings are ones that I have delt with for ever. A few months back however things came to a head.

For the longest time I was able to make it through it on my own. I did my best to keep my self occupied with friends, friends I hope will still be there after they finish this, and things/activity's. Taking the job in Memphis did not help ether, doing this was something I felt like I had to do. However this seemed to be undoing. Not having the distractions that I did before left me with nothing to take up my time but me.

Ive really hated my self for a long time, and to an extent still do. However things are getting better. But I had never looked for help until I had my break at a friends house and I was ready to be done and just leave.

I had the plain ticket and everything. My plan was to go to Europe and just travel and never come back and tell no one where I was or what I was doing. Did I plan on offing my self? No, but it really didn't matter to me if something happened. But again I decided to try and face my issues head on.

Some of you know I have been haveing some medical issues as of late, and some of you know I have a low testosterone count due to klinefelters syndrom. This issue that has been with me off and on all my life but now being on a supliment like I was is not really an option. And you know Im glad, hell I wish it would have happened sooner.

Now I know some of you might see it as well he has a sickness and thats why he is how he is, but fuck that. I have spent the past 19 years of my life trying to please my family and others. I have put ky.self through hell for over a decade just so others could be happy and I would not hurt there feelings. But well thats over, I cant do it any more a I cant live for other people any more.

Im going to face life hopefully with my friends and live for me for a change. I love all my friends but I know some of you might hate me after you finish this. If thats the case then I wish you the best and all the happyness in the world. I would have hoped our friendship ment more nut I guess not. I dont need you to send and write any hate mail just simply unfriend and move on with you life.

Within the year if things go well I will be back on a hormone supliment, however this will not be testosterone it will be estrogenand I will be over the next few years transitioning. Let that sink in, I just in a round about way told you Im a transsexual. A male to female or MtF as its known. I know some might look at this is wrong as Im crazy but I just cant keep being the me that isnt me. I have tried really hard but Im done. I have been an actor all my life and Im tired of the role I was cast in.

Sure I could try and blame it on klinefelters, i broke down crying the day the doc told me I had a XXY chromosome. All I could think was wow becouse I have an extra Y I got fucked. Fu k that I dont need an excuse to be me.

Yes I feel very cheeted in life but Im trying to make the best of things Im trying to get better and Im trying not to run away from my friends. Depending on how many I have left after this.

Yes some things about me will change, the way I way I look, the way I dress eventually even the way I talk, my name but its still me. Ill still like the same things, same humor etc but there is a good chance that by doing this I might genualy be happy.

Some of you might have seen the pic of halloween and when we took the pic I really truly thought I was smiling. It really hurt to see that pic, hell I look like I had never smiled in my life or as someone on my tumble put. I come off as a sad sack.

So there you have it. I want to be a girl, got really close too but thats life it kicks you when your down. Yes there is more that I can bitch about but I wont. So if some of you have questions feel free to ask, I will answer to the best of my ability.

If you just want to hate on me for something that is not even affecting you then go fuck your self. This isnt about you its about me, as for those that oh God hates you now. Well Im glad you can speak on behalf of the almighty. He can speak for him self thank you. If you think this is something sexual wrong again.

Ok Im done, I got nothing else. Hell its a marval I have made it through this, yes I scared but like I said this is somehting I have to do. Again if you got question Ill answer them as best I can. I hope tomorrow will be a better day and I hope I have my friends with me through this.

Ps dor those that care you have noted that my google plus name has been changed to Alexandria. Hehe thats my middle name for now. Going to make it me first name, that way I can use Alex for short. :3

Well im done.

Thank you all. Love yeah.
Alex

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Sun, 23 Oct 2011 01:05:00 -0700 Blizzcon 2011 wrap up http://tibricel.posterous.com/blizzcon-2011-wrap-up http://tibricel.posterous.com/blizzcon-2011-wrap-up

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Well that's all for the 2011 Blizzcon, I hoe to be back next year. Then also I might be bringing some friends with me. I have had a great time, had a few lol's, meet some people I would not have if I had not been here and it was just great to do something to get my mind off life for a change. If you would like to see all of my photos check out my Google+ profile. The link is also at the bottem. Had a great time tonight at the wrap up party then had a great dinner with some friends. All in all it turned out just right..

I hope everyone has a great trip home and I hope that I get to see some of you again next year.

Tibricel :3
Horde Warlock, Darkspear

P.S. Yeah Ill be back next year. ;)

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Fri, 21 Oct 2011 21:13:00 -0700 What a deal! http://tibricel.posterous.com/what-a-deal http://tibricel.posterous.com/what-a-deal

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So who like Steelseries stuff? I have to say I really like there mouse pads, I might have to get one. Any way if you like there crap then I'll share this with you ' Blizz2k11 ' enter that code on there website and get 40% your next purchase. Well have fun with that, and dont for get to check out my Google+ profile for more pix from the costume contest very soon.

See yeh,

-Alex

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Fri, 21 Oct 2011 16:06:00 -0700 Google plus Blizzcon Photos http://tibricel.posterous.com/google-plus-blizzcon-photos http://tibricel.posterous.com/google-plus-blizzcon-photos

Check out my photos from Blizzcon on my Google+

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Fri, 21 Oct 2011 15:49:00 -0700 My Blizzcon trip on Google+ http://tibricel.posterous.com/my-blizzcon-trip-on-google http://tibricel.posterous.com/my-blizzcon-trip-on-google

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If you would like to see all my photos and keep up with the stuff I post from Blizzcon, you will have to go to my google+ page, its just easyer to post everything in one place. Ill have more pix later.

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Fri, 21 Oct 2011 10:05:00 -0700 Her We Go http://tibricel.posterous.com/her-we-go http://tibricel.posterous.com/her-we-go

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Sun, 25 Sep 2011 20:24:00 -0700 "The Follow Up." Bake a Fucking Cake Day http://tibricel.posterous.com/the-follow-up-bake-a-fucking-cake-day http://tibricel.posterous.com/the-follow-up-bake-a-fucking-cake-day

Ok so here is my cake for Bake a Fucking Cake Day. Its a White Icing, the cake its self is a Vanilla cake with a cinnamon.
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Sun, 25 Sep 2011 10:44:29 -0700 Bake a Fucking Cake Day http://tibricel.posterous.com/bake-a-fucking-cake-day http://tibricel.posterous.com/bake-a-fucking-cake-day
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You know what I'm going to do today? Bake a cake, I'm tired of all the lies.... But what kind of cake?

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Sat, 24 Sep 2011 19:35:00 -0700 iHeartRadio Awesome concert http://tibricel.posterous.com/iheartradio-awesome-concert http://tibricel.posterous.com/iheartradio-awesome-concert

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Not to sure how this will work when I post a link in this but lets see....

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